Today pretty much "sucked ass" so rant time followed by the steady ride into depression for the umpteenth time.

So i went to school, during summer break for starters, to finish up a trailer we have been preparing for a client. We are way over deadline to thanks to said client and their inability to make a damn choice. Usually I wouldn't mind, I get paid based on time, but this is a charity job because I get a nice portfolio piece out of it. However this client is taking full advantage of everyone on the team hes getting crap loads of work done for free because hes famous.

So that was the start of the problem, other then that I feel like shit lately. I would go on to as why, but what purpose would that honestly serve, i'm a lonely freak anyway. Not really much choice, god shafted me into with an less then one percent chance... o boy I won the lottery for fucking up peoples lives.

Yet I retain even the slightest form of intelligence I can tell whenever someone is using me... which is about everyone I meet... seriously, does anyone have an explanation, do I have a sign on my forehead that says take advantage of me free of charge?

Maybe this is what my life is... maybe I should just accept it. Its foolish of me to think I would ever be considered normal... or even treated that way...

Not like my life means squat to anyone else... at least from my perspective.

Suffice to say because the unmentioned explanation above, I think I am really at the point where I hate just about everything and everyone... So whine whine, bitch bitch... i'm going to run into traffic now.